Hope despite suffering: mining my "failed" faith healing for a deeper perspective and connection
For 8 long years, I have been battling increasingly frequent and intense gut pain. My symptoms are often referred to collectively as IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) or Leaky Gut . For chronic sufferers, we have been shown to experience from the same level of causal discomfort a higher intensity of suffering than someone who doesn't regularly suffer. When I suffer from it badly, I can't socialise, I am moody and very self-pitiful. Added to the horridness of the situation is not really knowing how to manage it - all diets have let me down and medical reports have sent me conflicting reports that have left me thoroughly confused. Image taken from the wonderful Kettle & Fire website Ah yes, confusion. I have been very confused recently! If you add to the mix that I am a confessing Christian, you know, the kind who actually believes in the power of a good God to interact on our behalf, then that confusion can actually get worse. Many people who believe in God and his